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GAWD!

I got up at 7:15AM to sign up for classes at freaking 7:30AM and I totally thought this was gonna be at least a 15 minute process....OH FUCKING HELL NO!
I'm STILL trying to registar for classes online and via-tellaphone and its 9:53AM! >[

Gawd this is irritating! The site is so damn slow b/c of 'traffic' and the phone keeps telling me that I cant registar on the phone, but the guy we called for service help says to go ahead on the phone thing....-_-' I hate this shit. This is probably the most stressful part about being in college - trying to get classes.

B/c we've been looking at the classes I want...and watching the number of seats available drop drastically...I'm worried I wont get the classes I need, let alone the classes I want!

I hate this part of college....its irritating >[

~MLI




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Welp,

Turns out the insurance company on the guys end is only paying us like 13,700 for my car, though the car costs 16k. So we still have to pay 2,500 for the car. I'm so freaking irritated and pissed off. I hate insurance companies. They fucking rip you off. and Soon I'm going to get this tax thing in the mail saying they want so much for my car, and well..you know what? They can kiss my ass. B/c they'll make my car worth as much as possible, while the insurance company will make it worth as little as possible. So I'm irritated right now....

Right now all I want to do is watch my Yu Yu Hakusho series, sleep, eat, and get MY FUCKING CAR BACK >[ I hate driving the damn pathfinder! I HATE IT! I have to freaking only play music with my MP3 player and its speakers in the back so the music is NOT loud...he has no CD player in there, and the only thing there is the radio and I cant get a good station to save my life! >[ I want my Auxiliary jack back damnt...

I hate dealing with car shit. It makes me so irritable and shit. So I'm more snappy than normal and I'm about to be visited for a while...so thats not gonna help my mood either >[ *sigh* Somebody....I need to win a shit load of money....

Blessed be~
~MLI




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Welp,

Yesterday was Halloween (Its midnight now so, its Samhain now.) and well...today started off bad. I got yelled at, so I was super pissy on my way to Stacey's and I was going up Elm Ln near my house and I said 'You know what? I wish something would jump out in front of me so I can ram it! Like a deer-' *fucking buck jumps out in front of the car and runs across the street in front of me*...yea. I'm not kidding you. Right as I specified what I wanted, it happened.
I've also been able to do my 'Weather controlling' today. In Hawaii I believe I can...not control it, but it listens at least? Like Aysha was like 'Oh gawd, I hope it doesnt pour on us...looks like it.' and I can be like 'No it wont. It';; start pouring after we get under cover at your apartment.' and right as we get under cover at her apartment THATS when it'll pour.

Now I only thought I could do that in Hawaii because thats the place I'm happiest, but turns out on Halloween I can do it here in NC too!
I've been doing it all night with the rain b/c its been raining over here since like...freaking...4 PM I think. It's so freaky! But I love it! XD
I love being that connected with Nature, and it just might be coincident...but really...all day? and all the time in Hawaii? I dont know if thats coincident or what, but w/e it is I like it XD It needs to stay forever!...at least when I really mean something. I wouldnt want to say the wrong thing and have it happen, then I'd feel bad.
But yea, that was my Halloween.

I went over to Stacey's place at like 11:30 AM and we baked and stuff all day and decorated for her party at five. We finished right as the first person showed up XD And then later I drove back to my place, picked up the cake and Caitlin's birthday cupcakes, and drove up to Caitlin's for her small b-day party. It was nice. I laughed a lot and got to see her, Drew (Her boyfriend),Will, and Brian. And I met their dog, Daisy <3 she's a sweetheart. And their fish! <333 I love fish XD

But yea, its a half hour past midnight, I've had nothing but sugary stuff all day so I'm crashing....I'll tty guys later! Hope you all enjoyed your Halloween!

Peace out~
~MLI




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NOREXIA

[x] you have dry skin.
[ ] you eat 1 meal.
[ ] you're very weak.
[x] you hate your body.
[ ] you starve yourself.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[x] you need to be more skinny.
[ ] people always say you're skinny, but you think fat.
[ ] people think you are too skinny.

Total: 4

ADHD (ATTENTION DEFICIT/HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER)

[ ] your mind is all over the place.
[ ] you are hyper most of the time.
[ ] you barely pay attention to anything.
[ ] you cannot cooperate with people well.
[ ] you seem to never sit still.
[ ] you talk all the time.
[ ] you need attention 24/7.

Total: 0

BIPOLAR DISORDER

[x] you can act wild at times then the next day you are depressed.
[x] you are very irritable.
[x] you barely get any or no sleep.
[ ] you are anti-social.
[ ] you have very high self esteem at times.
[ ] you are abusing alcohol, drugs, or sex.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.

Total: 4

BULIMA NERVOSA

[ ] you throw up all of your food.
[ ] you throw it up even when you don't feel sick.
[ ] you have no control over how you eat.
[ ] you use laxatives.
[ ] you have overly exercised to where you almost fainted/passed out.
[ ] you always say you are fat, when you aren't.
[ ] people think you are way too skinny.

Total: 0

CONDUCT DISORDER

[ ] you are a bully.
[ ] you threaten other people.
[ ] you often find yourself in fights.
[ ] you have used a weapon that could cause injury to others.
[ ] you are cruel to humans and/or animals.
[ ] you have raped/molested someone.
[x] you destroy property on purpose.
[ ] you always lie.
[ ] you stay out all night.
[ ] you have ran away from home.

Total: 1

DEPRESSION

[ ] you are always sad.
[ ] you find no hope in your future.
[x] you find no longer excitement over the activities you used to love.
[x] you always find yourself around the house or in bed all day.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[x] you have low self esteem.
[ ] everything bad that happens is always your fault.
[ ] you always seem to be weak or have physical features hurt.
[ ] you are failing school.
[x] you have thought of/attempted suicide.
[ ] you have ran away from home.
[ ] hope is no longer there for you.

Total: 5

OCD (OBSESSIVE COMPULSIVE DISORDER)

[x] you have daily rituals.
[x] you have disturbing thoughts or thoughts you hate.
[x] you have to do a certain thing until it feels right.
[x] you have to keep things in a certain order.
[x] you have harmed yourself.
[x] you are afraid you will get an STD, AIDS, or any kind of germs.
[x] you have to check some stuff over again.

Total: 7 XD thats new :3

PTSD (POST-TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER)

[x] you repeatedly have flashbacks of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[ ] you repeatedly have dreams of horrible moments/memories in your life.
[x] you sometimes think the event will happen again.
[x] you feel highly uncomfortable when remembered/remembering the event.
[x] you can be/are anti-social.
[x] you have lost interest in the things you used to love.
[x] you have not had a lot of sleep lately.
[x] you worry about dying at an early age or dying at all.
[x] you can have angry outbursts.
[ ] you act younger than your age.

Total: 8 I just got into a car accident, leave me alone D:

SCHIZOPHRENIA

[ ] you often have hallucinations
[x] you have strange, unusual dreams or thoughts.
[ ] you can be confused about reality and fantasy.
[x] you think people are always staring or talking about you.
[x] you have extreme anxiety or fearfulness.
[x] you have difficulty with relationships with family, friends, and opposite sex.
[ ] you do not take care of your hygiene like you should.
[x] you are very shy.
[x] you often talk to yourself (XD ALL THE FUCKING TIME!)

Total: 6




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Welp,

Turns out my car is not savable and is being totaled. A GMC guy came out and looked at the estimate and said no. Also, GMC doesnt have some of my parts for my car ANYWAY; like the hood, a front bumper, and one other thing I dont remember...

So today I went up to the auto body and got my license plate and my Evans Blue CD from the car and a couple other misc things that I left. I cried. I will not lie to you. I cried on my way home.

I'm ...clingy. I guess you could say. I attach myself easily to people and objects. So I very much so attached myself to my car. If I named it...I'm attached to it. So I'm not very happy....I loved that car. It was different...(In color), it drove well. It had my kind of stereo system...it was everything I wanted. I didnt need anything. And now it's gone.

Also, the insurance company that's gonna pay for it, is comparing my car to a car that has 14K miles on it, when mines only got 1K and they're trying to give us just 12K for the car...um...BULLSHIT!
I'm getting 16K for that damn car, if they like it or not!
If the company is not willing to negotiate on the price, then we'll take what they're offering and sue the guy who actually OWNS the car.

This is gonna be fun....

Then after that...I dont know. I dont know anymore than that. And that bothers me...I want to keep driving. I dont like having people drive me around. It pisses me off. I'm a big fucking girl, I can do things myself now >[
If the rental car is taken away, then I'm screwed...Uncle James and Grandma will need to drive me to class and come pick me up...I dont want to do that, because it takes them a half hour to get up to class, while I drive WITH Traffic and get there in 15.....Sometimes I get out of class early, sometimes I dont...
And for times when I do, I want to be HOME in 20 minutes, not home in an hour.....

So I'm kind of stressing...I really dont want to have people drive me to school and back. So I'm hoping this process goes quickly and as soon as its over, we'll pay Chevy off for the cost of my old car and be able to pick up a new one ASAP.
Because we dont have the money for a new car right now...so hopefully something will come in soon, or that maybe we'll get another Chevy and have some agreement going on with Steve, the guy who sold me the old one.

I wouldn't mind getting another Aveo. It would just be a 2010 instead of 2009. And that's fine. I want the same color I had though.....

Well, I'm gonna go take a long hot bath with candles, incense, and bath oils and try and relax...or I'm never going to sleep again -_-'

Blessed be,
~MLI




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